LemOn teA

Friday, March 24, 2006

i am feeling a little left out today..sighh..again!! -.- hate this kind of feeling.. sucks sucks sucks.. ppl don understand how i feel.. in their hearts i am one who is a spoilsport , an anti-social person..a very troublesome person to ask out for gatherings..cause everytime i will take a super long time to cfm.. try having a father like mine..-.-

i am worried. suddenly i am afraid to lose my friends.. because i cant go out so often wif them now.. i care abt how they feel abt me. i am afraid there will be misunderstandings.. because sometimes i realli hab to sacrifice the time wif them to do other things..my dar and friends has always been equally impt to me.. bt i am juz wondering if my friends think that i am someone who don treasure the friendship..

juz a small note..=)

t0 ky: heh.. wong bear bear! glad that u r feeling muz better now.. i hope i have played a small part in helping u feel better.. =s somehow u r someone whom i always like to gossip wif, on the phone or in sch.. i mean nt realli gossip la..juz talk crap and lame wif each other.. =s.. sometimes a phone call to remind each other to bring a book the next day can lead to chatting for 1 hr on the phone.. bwg sia.. this talkative bear. opps..LOL..anyway i am juz glad that in my heart i noe that at least there is always a friend like her to call and chat wif, to share my happiness and sorrows wif. =)

to vanee:lol..mrs teo..=s.. someone who explodes when she feels pms-y..so sometimes i find it difficult to communicate wif her.. i mean she wont care 1. she buey song can still flood vugarities de.. LOL..bt thats how she express herself.. and i noe inside her, she treasures and cares for her friends too..someone who brought laughter to all of us..always jio-ing ppl out to hab fun and relax..
anyway i am realli glad that after so long, we still remained as close friends.. its not easy u noe..some ppl might not be able to find a gd friend whom will be wif u when u r down.. ppl be friends, and drift further apart as time goes by.. i hope this will nt happen to us..

t0 dar: heh..u don go misunderstanding that u r a burden to me,causing me problems okie! nt true nt true..lol.. of course, u r someone who brought me lots of happiness too..without fail every outing you will always make me laugh like mad. XD months later will realli be tough for us..hope we can overcome any difficulties that comes along the way..and treasure the time spent together!

lastly ppl like ivy and claudia made wonderful companions (like that spell?)to go home together! and they can realli be very caring when they noe that u r feeling down.. sweet girls.. heh.. so muz thank them also..nt forgetting friends frm next door la.. meaning some of the boys like my son.. last time used to talk to him in msn quite often.. gd son to hab who will help me wif com problems.. lol..

feeling much better after blogging.. this post seemed to be a little emotional..opps. ignore the top part..lol.. i feel lucky now. XD

~~LemOn teA~~ ^___~ _{5:19 PM}